Friends Are The Most Important Ingredient In This Recipe Of Life (':

When you are down and troubled
And you need a helping hand and nothing is going right
Close your eyes and think of me and soon I will be there
To brighten up even your darkest nights

If the sky above you should turn dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind should begin to blow
Keep your head together and call my name out loud
And soon I will be knocking upon your door
You just call out my name and you know where ever I am
I will come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you got to do is call and I will be there

Hey, aint it good to know that you've got a friend?
People can be so cold
They will hurt you and desert you
Well they will take your soul if you let them but dont you let them
All you've got to do is call
God, I will be there. Yes I will

NURUL IZZATUL ATIQAH ; QEFRY

Thank you beli baju, haha :D

ATTENTION PEOPLE

Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan

IM SORRY

from what i heard kau cakap aku HANYA akan cari kau bila aku ada masalah je. bila aku dah okay aku tinggalkan kau. mungkin statement tu betul tapi tu DULU. sekarang aku dah tak macam tu sebab kau sendiri yang cakap "JANGAN CARI AKU LAGI KALAU ADA MASALAH". kau pun pernah cerita masalah aku dekat aku tapi tapi bila dorang dah ada dah okay semua lupakan aku. aku tak kesahla, tu hak kau. tapi takkanla sampai rahsia peribadi aku pun nak bagitau orang? KAU LA ORANG YANG AKU PALING PERCAYA. memang sedih tapi nak buat macam mana. aku tau aku banyak membebankan kau dengan masalah aku, bukan kau jela semua orang aku dah menyusahkan. aku minta maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki. lagi pun kalau aku cerita pun aku tak rasa kau pun nak dengar dah, kau mesti dah fedup. jadi apa aku boleh buat? danial jela tempat aku nak luahkan semua benda, cerita masalah semua. aku taknak menyusahkan kawan kawan aku lagi. aku tau korang dah naik muak dengan perangai aku yang tak habis habis dengan masalah. aku nak kau tau aku tak pernah pun ada niat nak gunakan kau ke apa. aku ingat kau akan paham apa yang aku lalui & alami selama ni. aku ingat kawan sepatutnya tempat luahkan perasaan, cerita masalah semua tapi aku dah silap. aku minta maaf. aku taknak cari gaduh, aku tulis dekat blog ni sekadar luahan hati aku je. aku tulis apa yang terpendam bukan tempat nak kutuk orang. aku tak kesahla kalau korang memang taknak tegur aku dah. aku nak korang tau seburuk buruk aku pun, aku takkan buat benda bodoh yang akan hilangkan benda bernilai yang ada dekat diri aku macam apa yang 'orang tu' cakap. aku tak sekotor tu. memang aku selalu berkepit dengan danial 24 jam tapi ktorang tak sejahat tu. aku minta maaf selama ni aku banyak bebankan korang. aku tak simpan pun dendam ke sakit hati semua. aku minta maaf. jaga diri okayy.


Love,
Rara

Quite Honestly Im Fucking Sick Of It

I've swallowed all your insults, I've swallowed all my pride.

You used up all your chances, can't keep this all inside.

Tell me please, who the fuck did you want me to be?

Was there something that I couldn't see?

I'm blinded by my tears and I just cant see. This is the sea of life and I'm drownin.

I know I can swim but feel like I keep sinkin down in these waters

And I cant breathe. I feel like I'm going to blow it.

I can see people holdin a life jacket but they wont throw it.

Entertained by my struggle and they'd love to see me die.

I know what it feel like not to be able to call the shots.

Have a pen but no time to connect all the dots.

Therefore, I do what I can do and then get down on my knees.

Seem like soon as I'm findin happiness the joy is gone.

My eyes dont like me and my soul wanna leave.

I'm persecuted daily by my friends it aint easy

I do what I can do and then get down on my knees

because I cant make it by my lonely, God help me please.

Him

there's a story behind this picture

he is andre loi and i dont even know anything about him

expect for his name and school, weird huh?

everytime he is around i would be like OMG ITS HIM!

superhyper okay, well yeah macam bodoh je

he always reminds me of danieell izrain

i used to had a big crush on him

yeah honestly i do miss danieell like hell :/

but hey no more feelings towards him okay. seriously

eish i dont know whats up with me. why la wey? why?

YOU REALLY DONT NEED ME ANYMORE

i dont know why dorang semua macam dah CHANGED since that event. seriously i dont know whats up with them tiba tiba ignore me macam im a bad bad person. i wanted to know why all of sudden they've changed? its a sad sad thing when they dont even want to talk to me. okayy maybe dorang ada cakap about me but HELLO AT LEAST TELL ME WHATS WRONG. i dont mind if ada benda tak puas hati but cakap la please. dont neglect me just like that! i have feelings too. suddenly ada la a kind person ni datang and cakap that yeah dorang memang ada talk behind my back. well honestly im not surprised, because they did the same thing almost everyday. i dont think they need me as much as i need them. i dont think they even love me as much as i love them. memang sometimes rasa macam dipergunakan but nak buat macam mana? just tahan jela but im not like that anymore. sekarang kalau kau rasa nak cakap dengan aku cakapla, kalau taknak cakap takpayah cakap. im tired of being used and fooled. and you know theres someone yang memang macam tahi taktau apa masalah dye. yeah i admit im not a good person neither a good friend but at least i dont talk bad about my friends unless they make me. but hey nak mengata pasal aku pun pandang la cermin dulu. aku tak makan kawan macam kau. aku kalau tak suka aku buat cara tak suka, takpayah nak pura-pura. aku banyak benda sakit hati dengan kau tapi tak cakap sebab taknak lukakan hati kau. oh lupa plak, RAMAI YANG SAKIT HATI DENGAN KAU SEBENARNYA. cuma kau je tak pernah nak sedar. sampai hati kau cakap dorang macam macam sedangkan dorang sayang kau. kau tak pernah nak hargai dorang, kau pentingkan diri sendiri je. kau ingat kau siapa? aku tau dorang semua pun cakap buruk pasal aku, tak simpan rahsia aku. suka hati la nak cakap apa, dosa sendiri tanggung okayy. aku taktau apa besar sangat salah aku sampai korang buat aku macam ni. kalau taknak kawan dengan aku cakap jela. takpayah dah nak kutuk pasal aku. korang semua pun cari aku bila susah, bila takde kawan je kan? so baik takpayah cari aku langsung, aku pun takde bebankan korang nak cerita masalah aku ke apa. AKU CUMA NAK KORANG TAU AKU SAYANG SANGAT KORANG. korang betul betul bermakna bagi aku tapi aku taktaula kalau korang rasa aku ni bermakna bagi korang ke tak. aku rasa tak bermakna pun kan? haih. i dont know who should i trust right now. honestly i dont really trust anyone now except for the one who trully care about me. kadang kadang rasa macam takde guna sayang semua orang sebab dorang ada yang tak pernah nak sayang balik. jaga hati dorang pun macam takde guna sebab dorang tak pernah jaga hati aku. betul ke ni? entahla, sendiri fikir. aku tau sekarang aku buat hal sendiri jela, aku dah taknak terkejar-kejar macam orang bodoh. apa-apa pun aku minta maaf kalau aku ada buat salah yang korang anggap benda tu memang dosa besar sangat. aku harap satu hari nanti korang sedar antara korang ada orang yang cakap belakang. aku harap korang bahagia (: